1:42 PM, Friday, August 04, 2006Mayb coz I hv got nothing interesting in my life already. Now, I m crazy over the series LOST. Hehe... but still struck @ Season 1 tho... Trying hard to catch finish dem.
Finally get to meet up wif my poly babes last evening. Tink it has been .. erm...3 or 4 mths ?? Shit... cant believe how busy we all hv been wif work to find time ..
Nevertheless, I believe tat friendship still remains even without frequent meet-ups. Until now, I still think tat true or .. erm... I would say more meaningful frenships r mostly formed during schooling days and blossomed into close ones as years goes by. Until now, I still maintain in contract wif my dear gers no matter they r fr sec sch or poly.
Sad to say, due to the fact at I always meet new crew on every trip, I havent find realli close frens in the airline yet. I would refer dem to my collegues onli I guess. The really best ones fr the airline r my teamgers. They r Great !!! I like the feeling tat we would share each other's workload onboard at times. No grumbles or hurtful feelings even if one is doing abit more work for the other party. Sometimes I would bunk in wif my teamgers in the hotel room and we would spend the whole nite chatting until we dozed off. Some of my frens ask me whether I got pilots frens. I would say yes of coz... coz sometimes I would serve dem their meals as they r not allowed to walk out of the cockpit unneccessarily unless they using toilets I guess... But purely frenship coz due to the age gap .. haha.. most of dem r in their 30s, 40s or even 50s. Tech crew or rather pilots r not as aloof as some crew as describe dem to b. Some fo dem r definely the best travelling mates to go site-seeing wif coz of their excellent map-reading skills and geography experts i guess.. haha..
Started my lesson. Beginning a new chapter of pursuing my new aim in life. After flying for 2 years plus, I guess I have gained quite abit of life experience and thus, I wish to improve myself accademically aso. I feel tat humans all have different expectations at different points of their lives. For example, I used to hate studying & I almost swear to myself tat I never would put myself into tat hell hole again. Of coz, work experience is juz as impt as paper qualifications. Thus, I guess it would b good to have abit of both. Saw my pri sch mate-cum-batchger @the sch. Quite surprised at first. But we had a small chit-chat and updating each other on our lives. She said she is now pursuing the degree as a full-time student wif her current beau. Same sch but different majors I guess. She is in finance while the guy is in accounting. She quit the airline ard 2 mths ago & she seems to b enjoying herself. She said tat she likes her current lifestyle although her spending way is kind of restricted due to no income. Actualli she shld haf endured the job for ard 1 more mth then she would b entitled to the bonus already . Is $3k plus u noe..
I envy her. Realli... can relax without worrying abt flights, check reports, updates, reporting on time for flights ... Much as I wish to concentrate solely on studies, I feel tat I need the job as I need the $. I promise to give part of my earnings as contribution to the household & a hoilday trip for both of dem once every year. I hate to take away their "entitlement" if I were to quit my job. I wish they can enjoy and relax without worrying paying anything for me and my bros again.
Thus alot of my crew and frens asked mi abt me owning credit cards & buying branded goods. Branded goods r nice to haf and I definely dun mind buying if I realli fancy a few pcs. But I see no sense of one owning many credit cards with endless spendings tat r not being keep tracked on. I m a practical person. Guess I feel safer wif more real cash. Lol....
Sometimes, I admire my boi to haf determination to study for his desired diploma after failing his poly studies a few yrs ago. For my nature, I wont such patience & I tink the possible route I wld tk is find job at once & earn $. Anyway, the sch fees r damn ex and I heard tat his parents r only going to pay part of it. Imagine having to pick urself up to study after stopping for a few yrs & worrying abt part of the sch fees at the same time.
Pardon me if my blog seems weird as I m losing my trend of thoughts due to me watching tv & blogging @ the same time.
I used to cry alot when I was younger. mayb alot of my frens dunoe tat. Anything tat displeased me, I would start to tear. As I grew older, I find tat tears doesnt help me in any way at all thus, I decided to keep myself more happy. I like to tok alot especially wif my gd babes. I noe everyone has his/her sad part of life tat is ongoing in his/her life every now & then. I aso do. Problems r inevitable as this is called Life. Life without problems is as well as not living. Guess we juz haf to make the most of it and enjoy.
Em.. gonna end here.. Tiredz~~~~
