5:19 PM, Sunday, February 12, 2006

Back fr Taipei. This is the 2nd time I hv been to Taipei since I started on dis job. Quite relaxing coz the crew r all beri nice & we all went ard makan-ing the food fr roadside stalls & walked ard all their night markets. The crowd at Shi(4) Lin(2) Ye(4) Shi(4) is BAD !!! Worse than the situation on Chn New Yr on Chinatown. Some crowd control ought to b done there. I bght nothing except food coz I guess now is winter season in Taipei so nothing to buy aso. Mostly korean winter clothes r pretty "in" fashion now i guess.

March roster is finally out. My team gers haf aso sent mi theirs as "reference". Hehe... glad tat we would b doing London, Brisbane & Franfurt-JFK together. AT least I wouldnt feel so bored out station. Anyway, for the mth of March, I have London, Bombay, Brisbane & Frankfurt-JFK. Siew Lee is going for her Business Class training next mth for 4 days. Wish her gd luck for her SNY flight.

I m feeling pretty unhappy & lost sometimes. Dunoe if it is due to too much work lately. I m losing tat feeling of happiness soon...I dun blame u . Ever since the day u told mi u dunoe who is the person (tink u noe wat I toking abt), I feel tat no more 100% trust in u. I feel tat my life is turning to nowhere.. I shld find a new focus in life. A new goal I would say.

But no worries, I m not the verge of crying or wat... I noe myself. I m somebody who realli treasures my own self. Before I feel myself falling too deep for sth or getting too involved, I would stop for a moment and review the whole situation. Lastly, find the best way to avoid getting hurt or less troubled. Tat applies to both relationship & all matters I do. I believe in taking full control of my life and responsible for my own being.

V-Day is tml. And I haf to so Shanghai again. Tink no celebration for mi. Shld b pushed towards 17th, which is also anniversary date. I dun tink anything special would happen tat day .

Anyone wanna make mi happy?? I wan 1 dozen of pretty roses, 1 box of expensive chocolates, 1 nice fitting evening gown to wear, a sponsered new hair cut & colouring, a nice car to pick mi up ,blah... blah...blah...etc...

I will b waiting...